你才是加勒比海盗看中毒了= =

 

杰克真正的心意应该是怎样的？

 

 

所有关系的走向都在我的控制之中，献宝的装傻的敷衍我的讨好我的不怀好意的掏心掏肺的 却没有一个是我想要的结果 就像捏着遥控器但是没有哪个台的节目我真正想关注

 

或者说 看到感兴趣的频道反而想逃走不想被吸引才对

 

 

我太自私了？

当我的暴戾再也找不到出口 它们就自动消失了

 

想见的人 想听的话 就像从来没有存在过一样一起消失

 

冷眼看

 

安静等死

 

 

反复听到耳膜都疼了

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

想起不必要的人来

却是想念的时候唯一的人选

 

然后觉得我他妈是世界上最专情的人

于是我跑去搜狐开的博要怎么办= =

 

 

恩。

 

还是搬回来算了TAT

 

space我日你先人！

 

 

已经接近4个星期没有好好待在学校。这两个活动做到身心俱疲。本来不应该有这么多事。

 

今天才被辅导员逮到而且昨天我又确实在家。应该是算好事啦。

也只能这样自我安慰。

 

关于以后。还是只能一步一步来。

我不想闹到家里人仰马翻。 

都不是小事。不敢一次全汇报= =

为什么每年12月就会必须做很重大的决定。。

 

我郑重其事地诅咒高数以及大学化学。去年给我体育打45分的人还有那个叫王w蔷的瓜PN！！！

first BO.  4 B.O.B.Obreakdance club.

there's not much 2 say.

bye n u won even b part of my memery.

 

next BO  4 dear mummybo

 

ur new pics remind me of there's one stuff called dream which i've left behind...

 

wish u everythin fine. love ya

It was weird how it happend.Actually it was werird that it happend at all...

I thought it would b jus hangin' n playin'...

I thought we would b friends,or buds.Even totally tight,but not in a boy-girl kinda way.

I really dont know if i have handled it right...

 

life's under no obligation2 give us wat we expect.

 

Well at least I feel right.

The first time ,for years.

N' i don wanna jus let it flow.

I really hate foolin' around with those pretty boy cute boy fit boy watever boy.

I'm really scared of  being trapped in our memories.u r the one I can never get over with.everyone around us knows that.

We godda move on ,however.

N' I jus did.

 

If it's good,it's wonderful.

If it's bad,it's experience.

N' u cant b brave if u've only had wonderful things happen2 u.

Now I have learnt life is about not knowin' havin'2 change,takin' the moment n' makin' the best of it without knowin' wat's goin2 happen next

 

Still I wish myself a happy endin' this time.

 

 

 

 

如题。暂时同岁的半年又来拉

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